Monkey Suited Shenanigans
Often in Ufology there is a charade of wearing a monkey suit and pretending your completely sane and have no mental quirks whatsoever. Hiding your insanity from what ordeals intergalactically that you have been through countless times. Pretending you are completely normal to society at large despite the fact that alien weird ships parked over your house. The occupants of those ships be they aliens, gods, angels, or devils or all of the above came and danced with you in the most insane waltz you’ve ever seen. So what makes people after these ordeals go pull out a suit and tie from the closet and hit the public circuits? Then to put on the charade of not being completely crazy from it happening to you. To bring truth and awareness and spiritual growth to humanity for some I am sure of it. To make some book deals and deniros and do some convention gigs and intermingle with the community of the strange as well I am sure. All of the above and perhaps some make up stuff just to do this who maybe spooks from governmental agencies for all we know. Why anyone would make this stuff up on purpose to be popular or famous in this scene is beyond me completely. So much so I could burst out laughing about it right now as I drink my ice cappuccino with a big hoowah smile.
Here’s a news flash being in these circuits of Ufology isn’t being famous. Russel Crowe and Johnny Depp are famous alright? Ufology is more like being in a circus jail cell and your the monkey usually in a suit and people come by and point at you and then throw decayed fruit at you. Then usually the only ones who do understand you are the ones who have been through similar scenarios involving the high strange. Listen I am so tired of other people calling other people crazy in this field. Or if someone acts out of balance they are labeled as a lunatic or charlatan. It’s okay to be passionate and yes crazy and have mood swings and piss people off you don’t trust alright? You had freaking alien beings come into your home at night from the elsewhere dimension and mess with you either positively or negatively depending on your perspective! That can make you really freaking cocoa for coocoo puffs! That can make you completely out of your mind like I am right now about all of this involving the charade of sanity in the Cult Of Ufology.
Do I think all of Ufology is a Cult? No. Do I think most of it is. Yes. Clicks and cliches and idols who think they are Brad Pitt with their hordes of worshipers who agree with every single thing they say no matter what it is! If someone says the asteroid coming is a giant mushroom from planet Smurf people latch unto it and start to believe it. Oh I bet they’re blue like the people from the Avatar movie by James Cameron! A lot of people believe everything their idols tell them without questioning it. Oh Comet Elenin is a space beacon from planet kalamazoo where the zebra people live. Oh Obama went to Mars in the 80′s with 97,000 people and 90,000 of those people died from space panther bites! I am so tired of the monkey suited idiots in this so called field who act like sane pretty boys in the eyes of the public and denounce anyone that cusses or shows a personality that doesn’t align with Alex Trebek from Jeopardy. If you really had any of this stuff happen to you chances are you are most assuredly bat crapping crazy! It’s okay to scream and yell and cuss it shouldn’t denounce your experiences just because your messed up from them on socialogical levels and that your people skills suck like mine for instance. Smile.
I’m anti-social and agoraphobic and have mood swings galore from depression to anger to break downs and psychosis in tears of blood sometimes. I had starships parked over my home coming out of a green orange vortex and my own mother saw it with me and about ripped my arm off outta fear from it when this black pyramid craft came pouring out like some crazy sci-fi movie in the sky down in Georgia. I had military personnel in a helicopter type craft with no sound or blades hovering waving at me right over my freaking home! I was afraid to go outside for a long time and became a hermit for over 10 years on many levels after all of this. After seeing beings made of pure ancient starlight and beings like serpents who looked like Mayan gods telling me secrets of my life and soul and destiny! At the time my Georgia backwoods bible mentality was squawking about fallen angels come to get me to drag me to hades where Satan could stick a pineapple up my butt for my misdeeds and sins! But now after all these years I view them as shamanistic experiences with guardians of thresholds into other realms and dimensions and the afterlife and my fear shaped my perception of them via the mind’s eye and intellect. Now wisdom prevails and I see them for what they are which would be divine blessings! I crave more drinks from this holy grail of the weird on a constant basis!
So please everyone in the field of Ufology pull the corn cob outta your gooches and lets just say its okay to be crazy. When you cross the line in this field is when you lie about your experiences in my book. If someone is caught in a lie then that is the fine line that should not be crossed! That is the true crazy problem or when someone prefabricates or makes up stories for fame or money and if their doing it in Ufology they are completely insane! You’d be better off writing a screenplay or a book in the fiction department then coming here where people are thirsting for answers and the truth of the human universal spirit and condition. Because it hurts us and wounds us and we got enough of that going around in a society where a government denies us! So go mad because your hurting just don’t hurt anyone and especially don’t hurt yourself. A lot of us do this through self medicating and smoking. Be it sleeping pills or nerve pills or whatever to help us deal with our lives after these strange situations.
We deserve help and a loving society that embraces us because in truth we are all healing shaman messengers sent here to spread the word and gospel of there being more to life than just bills and the rat race and working 9 to 5. So tell your truth and be passionate about it. Be insane if you have to! It’s okay to express anger and hurt and your wounds. You don’t have to dress up in a monkey suit and pretend your sane just to get your point across I promise you because I know first hand. Because I have been subjected to these monkey suited so called sane people who judge and make you receive beatings through their monster egos in this field. I’ve made mistakes myself, I’m no saint and I am a flawed messenger and if you made it this far then chances are you’ve been through the mire yourself. So know that I love you and you have a friend here to express yourself with always, eternally through out the cosmos and beyond preaching the gospel of the holy grail of the weird! Have an experience to share or comments? You can share them below in the comments section or email me at mabusincarnate@gmail.com. You can also tune in me and Guy Weddle’s radio show at The Church Of Mabus to hear more of our antics and screaming. Thanks and take care of yourselves and most of all keep safe.
